karatetentacles

I love that within hours of colder weather, I get sick.

ugh I feel miserable and I can't tweet about it! What am I supposed to do!?

I love everyone who's called me so far. Seriously, it makes my day. I can't really carry a conversation because I feel like my head is about to explode and I have to sneeze every two seconds, but yeah. Love you all.

I started blogging for my school newspaper. I'll link you loyal readers to it when it goes live -- hopefully Wednesday.

And now fakecrazycrayon and fakesuchducks are following me on twitter... but I don't understand the joke because I haven't been on skype and I miss you guys!

I made a video-day-2 but I don't like it very much... the idea is funnier than the execution. So I'll just leave it with the one-day video... bleh. The blog's enough, rite?

English project, but hopefully I'll get something out of it.

Four days. That's it.

I like it because I'll kinda see when people actually want to talk to me or if they just talk to me because I happen to be online. Twitter's just obscenely impersonal anyway.

So yeah, if you wanna talk to me, I'll still be around after school and such. Give me a call! Text me! Honestly, I'm not going to be busy. And if I am, I'll call you back. I like talking to people. :)

booklist:
1. everything is illuminated
2. the average american male
3. inferno
4. life of pi
5. othello
6. all quiet
7. slaughterhouse-5
8. a separate peace
9. wizards (collection of short stories)
10. cat's cradle
11. with the old breed
12. one flew over the cuckoo's nest
13. 13 little blue envelopes
14. extremely loud and incredibly close
15. youtube: an insider's guide to climbing the charts
16. timequake
17. how we are hungry
18. liberation
19. mcsweeney's book of lists
20. the bermudez triangle
21. running with scissors
22. you shall know our velocity!
23. the life and times of the thunderbolt kid
24. suite scarlett
25. breakfast of champions
26. walden
27. best american non-required reading 2007
27.5. harry potter and the sorcerer's stone
28. harry potter and the chamber of secrets
28.5. harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban
29. harry potter and the goblet of fire
30. a river runs through it

This blog is a tad illegal.

I promised myself I wouldn't go online until all my summer homework is done, but I just need to blog, it's a compulsive THING I HAVE TO DO, since SO MANY PEOPLE read it. ;)

I vlog on the 7AB but I hate getting too particular with what exactly I'm doing since it's, you know, boring. But I feel if you read my BLOG, something I'm actually proud of, I can share more you know specifics or whatever.

Though I don't like dwelling in the physical world, I prefer to transcend into my own you know emotions and stuff.

But a lot of particulars are going on. Specifically, school starting in two days. Fuck. I wasn't invited to the big-end-of-summer-blowout thing, but I don't really mind. I prefer spending my days with Darci and J-Lat and Emily and Megan, and then my e-pals.

Yes that is about the extent of my RL friend-land, don't judge me. I do have other friends, just not people I regularly hang out with and stuff.

Anyway, I have most of my school stuff all packed up in my backpack. I think I'm going to bring Darth to school every day and take notes on him, plus I'll need him for seminar and... other things, I'm sure.

I think it'll be a good school year. More than a few fun school projects through stuco, and I think I'm just generally happier. (:

Anyway back to homework. Guh.

grrrrr.
I hate you all.

I've been you know busy and stuff and I have so much to do and I have to do a lot of stuff tomorrow and I don't want to and now I just have to go to bed but I'm all stressed but SOOOOOOOOO tired and yeah.

falling in love
falling in love
falling in love
with Hermione Granger

yup yup yup.

so basically today I was with my girl Darci and a bunch of her friends and it was fun and they were all really cool so I had a lot of fun and ate yummy food and wasn't bored even for a second even though we were with each other for so long and yeah that was awesome.

unfortunately I didn't get much done on the summer homework front, when my due date is drawing ever near as the thought of school is looming over my head... yikes!

I may or may not have a crush I'm not saying anything so don't try and get it out of me OK?!

and so tomorrow/today I'm going to Worlds of Fun (an amusement park with fun rides and stuff) so there goes MY day... I mean it'll be fun (WORLDS of fun haha) but still I need to get SHIT DONE YO.

and you all with your late night skype calls and me going on blogtv for no reason and bookworm videos to film jeez I'm not amazing I'm gonna be SO TIRED before school even starts!

just joshing I'll be just fine.

SHIT I never called Kyle like I said I would aww now I feel bad alright I'm going to bed love you.

this ramble of a blog is ridiculous and I apologize.

He has absolutely no idea who I am, but his hand is on my thigh like we're friends, maybe more.

I was sitting, in my low-cut shirt, my short-shorts, my hair up and make-up covering my face. Legs crossed, chest mostly concealed by my book: Catcher in the Rye. A favorite of mine. Funny, because I'm the phoniest person alive.

It was in Starbucks, the phoniest place I'd ever seen. My shoes were from Wal-Mart, and I had braces when I was younger. I stuffed my bra until I was 17. I'm 19 now. In college, majoring in psychology, mostly because I think I need a psychologist.

He had a crew-cut, and a winner of a smile. He couldn't take his eyes off me, but he could certainly not keep them on my face.

He walked over with a plain, black coffee in hand - I'd heard him order. He had said, very clearly, "I want the biggest-size black coffee, no sugar, no fruity shit." Obviously he was compensating for something. There wasn't much in his pants, I would later discover. I feign omniscience, but really I don't know anything. Really, I'm just faking.

"I used to play soccer," he tells me. He did have nice calf muscles. I smiled, and said, "I preferred basketball." It was innocent, it was flirting. I shift my leg so he knows that he can't touch me there. Not yet, anyway.

I had put down my book, my favorite book, to talk to this guy, this phony, about sports. That was where my life was.

"Hey, I've read that book," he had said. Brilliant pick-up line. The follow up: "I don't remember much of it."
"Oh, it's quite good," I said, trying to make it seem as though I wasn't interested. I knew he'd pursue me anyway, at that point.
"I bet, a nice girl like reading it, it has to be good."

"Could I get your number?" he asks, his hand now off my thigh. I smile slyly, and pull a pen from behind my ear.

I looked like a typical product of the system, the Combine, the Establishment -- but it was just a nineteen-year-long experiment. I could look like this and attract attention, or I could look like the girls like me and attract nothing.

"My name's Chet."
"Mine's... Heather."

It wasn't Heather.

booklist:
1. everything is illuminated
2. the average american male
3. inferno
4. life of pi
5. othello
6. all quiet
7. slaughterhouse-5
8. a separate peace
9. wizards (collection of short stories)
10. cat's cradle
11. with the old breed
12. one flew over the cuckoo's nest
13. 13 little blue envelopes
14. extremely loud and incredibly close
15. youtube: an insider's guide to climbing the charts
16. timequake
17. how we are hungry
18. liberation
19. mcsweeney's book of lists
20. the bermudez triangle
21. running with scissors
22. you shall know our velocity!
23. the life and times of the thunderbolt kid
24. suite scarlett
25. breakfast of champions
26. walden
27. best american non-required reading 2007
27.5. harry potter and the sorcerer's stone
28. harry potter and the chamber of secrets

I've decided that re-reads are worth half a book, if read within the past two years. So yeah.

Also I've deduced that I'm supposed to have about 30 books read thus far... not bad, not bad, but I'll have to keep up.